Darkly Desired.

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numberless lights in your eyes
one fades to become another-
never dimming,
never ever losing,
but so independent
you are oh graceful eternity
teach me
when one falls away
beyond the knowledge she practices
whom to blame?

Isn't it like
someone locked inside the basket
floating aimlessly

but further away?
Whom to blame
and what for
upon this journey
oh graceful eternity
all I want is to remain calm,

in my mind.

Sometimes I feel like I do not exist and wish the same for other people too. I think I am too reasonable.

I go back to where I feel safe

Here I feel safe and calm

no matter how strange it all behaves,

sometimes.

come with your proudy diamond swords

and slice me more than you need

and regret this body is nothing

Self-Portrait

you were not sure about whatever happened and

still not sure about what will happen, still you worry why !

undoubtly my friend, a friend of moment.

drunken swollen eyes
he kisses my neck
then he holds me
and our music play
so darkly desired,
but it has no place!
To think that where we ll be
I ll lose my time for a thought,
that might not be,
that might not even remain
as longer and true as we are.